Tuesday, January 30, 2007

25 THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE

1.read fountainhead one more time

2.live in a village

3.rafting once again

4.thank the people who have mattered the most in my life before it is too late

5.travel without a destination

6.ask abdel karim telgi how he did it

7.ride a horse bareback

8.write a book

9.feel how it is to be drunk once

10.sleep on a footpath...oops

11.Dinner with perizaad zorabain or isha sharwani wow

12.......pizza

13.A glass of wine with dad.....
he says never but lets see

14.A symphony by zubin mehta live

15. Serve in army as a regular soldier as they do in israel

16. work for c.r.y

17. Visit my school and spend the day there

18.Make amends with frens

19. love a girl truely .....hopefully tht day will come too

20.encounter with a ghost...

21. dinner cooked by my grandma......alas!

22.live in united states

23.overcome my fear of dogs....phew!!
so damn scared since got chased by one

24.read homer in greek.


25. die with no regrets.....
where the mind is without fear
and the head is held high.........

Thursday, January 11, 2007

move on

finally i have decided to end my sabbatical
these two words 'move on' have been giving me hell for the past month forcing me to thing what went wrong after all the questions which i ha long forgotten resurface again. why me? i had tried but obviously it lacked everywhere
The past month was as eventful as it could be i experienced all emotions
Euphoria of exams getting over .....
A memorable trip to nainital with friends....
Sister's wedding in delhi..... which is the second wedding i ever attended in my life what an eventful affair i can write endlessly about it
Meeting long lost relatives who turn up only on weddings
Exam results being declared....W.O.W.
my birthday which as always is a forgetful affair
laptop seized....pocketmoney halved
numb eyes heavy heart lump in the throat ....vacations ended
late for registration paid the fine ...thanx to indian railways
the only solution is grades
the question is not can i? but will i work hard ?
the only consolation i can propose is forget the past move on start all over again but don't let history repeat itself.
what a mess i am in totally completly neck deep in quicksand...........