LIMITS

there and back again
how do you pick up the threads of our old life again
how do you go on, when your heart does not begin to understand
There is no going back
there is something time cannot end
some hurts that have gone too deep
that has taken hold now

Liv Tyler!
i did it 4 nights out of 5 being awake testing forcing my body to the extreme limits out of wonder how much i can take, out of curiosity how much i can put through
pushing the limits a bit more further will my eyes betray me now , lets hope not after all when do i get the time to do all the things which can't be done n 24 hour day don't we all wish the day was a bit more longer

its so beautiful to greet the sun in the morning
the college campus looks so beautiful for once
its so beautiful to be alive to live for myself
no strings attached no questions to be answered
bathe t 6 but alas! water isn't coming in the bathrooms
i think better now the clarity is so much
maybe I'll fall asleep in the lecture today i don't know i hope not
maybe the 53 hour record is within my sight maybe it can be broken
maybe today c++ lab will be satisfactory
i can day dream i can plan
and that's what I've doing
strange post i know but u managed to read even more strange !!

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life full of them
every one knows

i screwed everything up agin this time i was prepared i dunno what went wrong but i screwed up completely damn
will i ever rise out of 5 pata nahi
damn why me why does the fate has to turn its back on me every time
true lots of thins are not in our hands but this one it was and even then i had prepared religiously fuck man fuck

RESPECT!!

yes respect
respect whom ?
respect why?
are they worth it?
why should we? just because they are older than us in age?
do they deserve it? have they earned it?
these questions remain unanswered how much i try to answer them they become more complex to unravel.
the conflict between the moral values, traditional values and the soch of the modern independent man still lingers

do i need to respect the damn netas they are bleeding the country dry we know it everyone knows it but no one acts because they can't the goons and leaders go hand in hand who wants to mess with them
they have the so called awaz of the aam janta
love them or hate them we have to live them

do i need to respect my teachers
some i agree
but what about the others
the ones who screw it delibratly
the shishya guru parampara my foot

then perhaps i should respect the bureaucrats
the dastards who suck out more than they are paid to work
who think that just because they are in government service and supposedly the people are on their mercy, so they screw it up
go to post office u want to get your kisan vikas patra cashed u have to pay some 30 odd bucks and lo! ur work is done
no wonder so many officials are against right to information act

last but not the least "the mob"
everyone has seen the power of one godhra ramjanam bhoomi nd he numerous occations when it has resufaced time and again

we do respect our family members, friends maybe collegues but that respect is born out of love and its different... but then at a later stage we really understand that they have earned it already but we haven't realized it