honest confessions which prove how careless i am and the amount of carelessness one afford to have against his name
1.My cell phone i always manage to leave it behind be it my room or some odd eatery. have lost two in 2 years fingers crossed :)
2.My almari is always open and once it so happened a friend of mine hid some perfumes of mine and i didn't even realize they are missing until he told me after a week.
3.My wallet is always in my desk drawer. i have to face lot of heat because of that :(
4. I went to give the NLSIU exam and on the gates of the center i realized i have forgotten my admit card at home! called up dad and he faxed it to me . so finally started the exam 25 minutes late thence no chance of clearing it (sigh)
5.Parked my car on the slope without pulling the handbrake... hehe luckily no one was hurt neither the car
6.Didn't give my english preboard because sitting through 3 hours was too much.
My housemaster called mum but you know how persuasive i can be , i got out clean :P
7. Two fingers of my left foot was fractured and i ran 4.5 kms crosscountry :oops and finished well in time.
let's leave it at seven considering it is a very auspicious number hope it puts some sense in me
PS: for this post the inspiration comes from a dear friend who managed to lock herself out of her car not once but thrice :P
Friday, November 30, 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
with love,
career has certainly become the most over rated word in today's world. when a
child is in class 6th since then he is asked or in some cases told that u have
to do this or that in life and at that time the parent sees only a future doctor,engineer in him or family business awaits him. but now times have changed. With the advent of MNC'S the whole prospect has changed now jobs are on the
front seat where the risk factor is zero assured income and no hassles of
running a business. As many times i have been told when u grow up you have
to find yourself with a good job and move to a better city i have listened
quitely never expressing my opinion maybe because backtalking to elders was considered rude but now as i stand on the brink of choosing my career ( it wud
be wrong to say this but i had been made to choose anyway no regrets now) i have chosen what i wish to do in my life. After much thinking and searching the web reading stuff i have decided that i will be an investment banker work for some
time then dad's business. how can i let it die afterall my grandfather put his heart and soul in it my father worked so hard how can i just let it go.... no i can't rather i wouldn't
As my dad says "son what is left in this city you have to move out seek the
greener pastures and live your life in a different way " what i fail to
understand is how can i leave my parents when they will need me the most and
that too just for my own sake. how much i argue with him that too no avail.
but i have decided that i won't and i shall stand by it.
Why do we live why do we earn why do we want to be happy all these questions
i can't seem to answer as per the conventional rules
happiness whom to share with ? money on whom to splurge? live for whom .?
well without family all seems to be mundane Is this what indian sanskar
is all about the indian sanskar of which we damn indians are so proud of
the joint family is dying, i've always lived in one thou and never have
imagined life without one i can live a few years in some weirdo place all
by myself but for life no. living in some weirdo place with your parents
coming over occasionally or you visiting them seems bakwaas why do we have
to go the western way what is the need can't we preserve the indian ethics
the much touted culture "hindutva" as BJP and VHP and many other hard core
parties say....
this would be the first time i will go against my parents wishes without an
ounce of regret
maybe i am a bit orthodox but so be it i can never forget what my parents have
done for me and i can never reciprocate what they have done the least i can do
is what i am doing
my father always said "son i want to be known as your father and not you
as my son"
i shall remember that dad always
happy anniversary to you both pity i am not ther to celebrate with you :(
as i tune in to 'nothing else matters' lost in the music i am indeed in heaven
i loose all my sense and sensibility :P
child is in class 6th since then he is asked or in some cases told that u have
to do this or that in life and at that time the parent sees only a future doctor,engineer in him or family business awaits him. but now times have changed. With the advent of MNC'S the whole prospect has changed now jobs are on the
front seat where the risk factor is zero assured income and no hassles of
running a business. As many times i have been told when u grow up you have
to find yourself with a good job and move to a better city i have listened
quitely never expressing my opinion maybe because backtalking to elders was considered rude but now as i stand on the brink of choosing my career ( it wud
be wrong to say this but i had been made to choose anyway no regrets now) i have chosen what i wish to do in my life. After much thinking and searching the web reading stuff i have decided that i will be an investment banker work for some
time then dad's business. how can i let it die afterall my grandfather put his heart and soul in it my father worked so hard how can i just let it go.... no i can't rather i wouldn't
As my dad says "son what is left in this city you have to move out seek the
greener pastures and live your life in a different way " what i fail to
understand is how can i leave my parents when they will need me the most and
that too just for my own sake. how much i argue with him that too no avail.
but i have decided that i won't and i shall stand by it.
Why do we live why do we earn why do we want to be happy all these questions
i can't seem to answer as per the conventional rules
happiness whom to share with ? money on whom to splurge? live for whom .?
well without family all seems to be mundane Is this what indian sanskar
is all about the indian sanskar of which we damn indians are so proud of
the joint family is dying, i've always lived in one thou and never have
imagined life without one i can live a few years in some weirdo place all
by myself but for life no. living in some weirdo place with your parents
coming over occasionally or you visiting them seems bakwaas why do we have
to go the western way what is the need can't we preserve the indian ethics
the much touted culture "hindutva" as BJP and VHP and many other hard core
parties say....
this would be the first time i will go against my parents wishes without an
ounce of regret
maybe i am a bit orthodox but so be it i can never forget what my parents have
done for me and i can never reciprocate what they have done the least i can do
is what i am doing
my father always said "son i want to be known as your father and not you
as my son"
i shall remember that dad always
happy anniversary to you both pity i am not ther to celebrate with you :(
as i tune in to 'nothing else matters' lost in the music i am indeed in heaven
i loose all my sense and sensibility :P
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
hmm
life can be so demanding i can't believe these days
are a complete riot i don't even have free time to write
anything once i am through with college then the assignments
ring the bell as they are about to leave there is a certain CAT
which is supposedly so hard to tame pounces upon me and then
the projects uff so much work and even then how can i forget
not breaking the stupid college rules kya kya karun and as
if its not enough visit to relatives is also necessary
otherwise how can i relish home made food.
human only!
the threat of exams is always looming over the head a threat
which can't be ward off a threat on which too much rides along .
enough crap
its just a filler i am still alive and will come up with something
soon
are a complete riot i don't even have free time to write
anything once i am through with college then the assignments
ring the bell as they are about to leave there is a certain CAT
which is supposedly so hard to tame pounces upon me and then
the projects uff so much work and even then how can i forget
not breaking the stupid college rules kya kya karun and as
if its not enough visit to relatives is also necessary
otherwise how can i relish home made food.
human only!
the threat of exams is always looming over the head a threat
which can't be ward off a threat on which too much rides along .
enough crap
its just a filler i am still alive and will come up with something
soon
Monday, May 28, 2007
"A WOMAN WHO HAS IMPRESSED ME THE MOST"
MOTHER: The word itself is synonymous with infinite emotions poured out all at once. it attributes to the world the most precious and the purest relationship of mankind. according to me my mother is one woman whom i look upto and who has impressed me the most. it is our mother who brings us into this world and makes our world beautiful. i have seen and realised that at each and every step of life, my mother has been there with me to hold me, to support me and to protect me if the path ahead was cobbled up and undulated. she has always been there to tend me , to console me with her sugary piece of advice which is like a tonic for my pains, my worries, my doubts and my my questionaires.. i am not impressed by my mother only because i share an emotional attachment with her but also because of her emotional attachment with eveyone i something that i have considered before penning down and putting my mother in the category of "a woman who has impressed me the most".
going down memory lanes and reminisces, i have a coherent recollection of a few unforgettable moments which have their footprints in my mind.it so happened that my father was out of station for some work and i was quite young at that time. my mother was laid up with fever since a few days. weakness suppressed her physical and mental faculties. during this humdrum affair, the news of the arrival of some close guests was far from reassuring. within no time my mother gathered strength and did all the preparations (my help was of no avail to her). eventually the guests arrived and the flawless and the meticulous arrangements were appreciated to a great extent. my mother has never given me any lessons or any lectures. it never took her hours to explain the situation. she just performed it and it was always instilled in my mind. the message that my mother gave me after this situation was that " difficulties in our life do not come to destroy us...... but to help us realise our hidden potential. let difficulties know that we are difficult to defeat ".
another incident goes like this.............. my father was seriously ill and my younger brother was barely one month old and i, 11. as my exams were approaching, my mother had to teach me as always. my brother needed attention and my father needed help. though i do not have a detailed account of how my mother managed to beat the situation, yet i know that whatever she did and however she did is something which needs an outstanding ovation. very soon life assumed its unvaried and monotonous pitch....... years passed by...... but the memory leaves never faded away from my mind..... through this episode i came to know that my mother has always taken her responsibilities and has carried herself in such a way so as to beat all the blues. and this is something which has left me under awe. 469
the most impressive thing about my mother is her ability to convince and impress almost everyone she meets. my mother has been my best friend and will continue to do so inspite of the " generation gap" that is between us, the ability of my mother to understand me and my feelings is incredible and it leaves me spellbound. she has shaped my life- my world beautifully. the world is however very rough and harsh. but i am sure that the qualities which have been instilled in me by my mother will enable me to discern the right from the wrong, the necessary from the superflous and the truth from the false. it will definitely help me to face the world better than anyone and whatever i do, whosoever i become, wherever i go i will be able to hold my head high. considering myself as a girl my mother has been the world's best 'mother', as a student my mother has been the best teacher- my beacon of light and as an individual she has been a best human being and is responsible for instilling in me a true human spirit.
last but not the least i would sum up just by writing my mother's philosophy of life which has influenced me the most-
" listen to the exhortation of the dawn!
look to this day! for it is life,
the very life of life,
in its brief course lies all the realities of our existence:
the bliss of growth, the glory of action, the splendour of beauty,
for yesterday is but a dream and
tomorrow is only a vision:
but today well -lived makes,
every yesterday a dream of happiness and
every tomorrow a vision of hope!!
look well therefore to this day-
such is the salutation of the dawn!!!!! "
PRIYANKA BHARGAVA
going down memory lanes and reminisces, i have a coherent recollection of a few unforgettable moments which have their footprints in my mind.it so happened that my father was out of station for some work and i was quite young at that time. my mother was laid up with fever since a few days. weakness suppressed her physical and mental faculties. during this humdrum affair, the news of the arrival of some close guests was far from reassuring. within no time my mother gathered strength and did all the preparations (my help was of no avail to her). eventually the guests arrived and the flawless and the meticulous arrangements were appreciated to a great extent. my mother has never given me any lessons or any lectures. it never took her hours to explain the situation. she just performed it and it was always instilled in my mind. the message that my mother gave me after this situation was that " difficulties in our life do not come to destroy us...... but to help us realise our hidden potential. let difficulties know that we are difficult to defeat ".
another incident goes like this.............. my father was seriously ill and my younger brother was barely one month old and i, 11. as my exams were approaching, my mother had to teach me as always. my brother needed attention and my father needed help. though i do not have a detailed account of how my mother managed to beat the situation, yet i know that whatever she did and however she did is something which needs an outstanding ovation. very soon life assumed its unvaried and monotonous pitch....... years passed by...... but the memory leaves never faded away from my mind..... through this episode i came to know that my mother has always taken her responsibilities and has carried herself in such a way so as to beat all the blues. and this is something which has left me under awe. 469
the most impressive thing about my mother is her ability to convince and impress almost everyone she meets. my mother has been my best friend and will continue to do so inspite of the " generation gap" that is between us, the ability of my mother to understand me and my feelings is incredible and it leaves me spellbound. she has shaped my life- my world beautifully. the world is however very rough and harsh. but i am sure that the qualities which have been instilled in me by my mother will enable me to discern the right from the wrong, the necessary from the superflous and the truth from the false. it will definitely help me to face the world better than anyone and whatever i do, whosoever i become, wherever i go i will be able to hold my head high. considering myself as a girl my mother has been the world's best 'mother', as a student my mother has been the best teacher- my beacon of light and as an individual she has been a best human being and is responsible for instilling in me a true human spirit.
last but not the least i would sum up just by writing my mother's philosophy of life which has influenced me the most-
" listen to the exhortation of the dawn!
look to this day! for it is life,
the very life of life,
in its brief course lies all the realities of our existence:
the bliss of growth, the glory of action, the splendour of beauty,
for yesterday is but a dream and
tomorrow is only a vision:
but today well -lived makes,
every yesterday a dream of happiness and
every tomorrow a vision of hope!!
look well therefore to this day-
such is the salutation of the dawn!!!!! "
PRIYANKA BHARGAVA
Friday, May 18, 2007
Living in a dream
Absurd as it may seem
Numbing the pain
Nothing to lose or gain
Hoping our paths will cross
Again and again
Which they will eventually
When you go back to being the same
An unbreakable thread
Still continues to grow
When will it cut?
No one is to know
Again you depart
From my world to yours
Unsure of the outcome
Trying to smoothen the flaws
Like the winds
You feel you have a place to go
Not knowing it’s a façade
You still don’t really know
This dull life sickens you
You want to break free
But is it what you really want
Or is it just she?
My words need no voice
The answer you already know
Should you really leave?
No, you shouldn’t go.
Absurd as it may seem
Numbing the pain
Nothing to lose or gain
Hoping our paths will cross
Again and again
Which they will eventually
When you go back to being the same
An unbreakable thread
Still continues to grow
When will it cut?
No one is to know
Again you depart
From my world to yours
Unsure of the outcome
Trying to smoothen the flaws
Like the winds
You feel you have a place to go
Not knowing it’s a façade
You still don’t really know
This dull life sickens you
You want to break free
But is it what you really want
Or is it just she?
My words need no voice
The answer you already know
Should you really leave?
No, you shouldn’t go.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
some terms
some common terms which i had grown accustomed to in my school days
bond- the foremost and most important one
A person who is trying to be over smart or rather he thinks he is
he can get away with anything supposedly
one of my english teachers told me how we have mis interpreted the word and the orignal meaning is "bastard of no dignity " and it was coined way back in 1970 something
the gestures of this guy is called bondgiri
J.B. AND S.B- junior of the batch and senior of the batch
i guess pretty much clear one who can make others work as per him and the other who works against his wish and ofcourse a J B is always taken for granted by others
hence j b giri s b giri
TULLA- a very hefty looking person
NIHANI- toilets
NIHARI- snacks provided by school in the evening mostly it was some fruit and milk which i never got in junior years
BLACK MONEY- as we were not allowed to carry money evidently
BLACK POST- in junior school we were not suppposed to post letters without the consent of house masters and hence the term without their permission posting one 'black post'
KAUWA MAARNA- to JUST wash ur face avoiding bath !
TALLI- a very sleepy person or sometimes used to address the sleepy mood
BHATTI- clothes collectively given to dhobi
KHUNDAK- anger
can't remember ne more uhh
EFFICIENT- OF COURSE WE JAYAJIANS
quite a lot of marathi touch thanks to the heritage
if anuone comes up something he'd like to share be my guest leave a comment :P
bond- the foremost and most important one
A person who is trying to be over smart or rather he thinks he is
he can get away with anything supposedly
one of my english teachers told me how we have mis interpreted the word and the orignal meaning is "bastard of no dignity " and it was coined way back in 1970 something
the gestures of this guy is called bondgiri
J.B. AND S.B- junior of the batch and senior of the batch
i guess pretty much clear one who can make others work as per him and the other who works against his wish and ofcourse a J B is always taken for granted by others
hence j b giri s b giri
TULLA- a very hefty looking person
NIHANI- toilets
NIHARI- snacks provided by school in the evening mostly it was some fruit and milk which i never got in junior years
BLACK MONEY- as we were not allowed to carry money evidently
BLACK POST- in junior school we were not suppposed to post letters without the consent of house masters and hence the term without their permission posting one 'black post'
KAUWA MAARNA- to JUST wash ur face avoiding bath !
TALLI- a very sleepy person or sometimes used to address the sleepy mood
BHATTI- clothes collectively given to dhobi
KHUNDAK- anger
can't remember ne more uhh
EFFICIENT- OF COURSE WE JAYAJIANS
quite a lot of marathi touch thanks to the heritage
if anuone comes up something he'd like to share be my guest leave a comment :P
कभी एक सपना देखा था ।
वोह टोह पूरा नही हो पाया पर अब एक उम्मीद कि किरण नज़र आ रही है क्या यह किरण रौशनी ला पायेगी । आज आर्सो बाद एक सपना देखने कि हिम्मत कि है
the last chance to prove myself
so that i can look up in the mirror and match eyes with my own reflection something which i can't do rather am afraid to do.
Radhika Tandon has give me hope
वोह टोह पूरा नही हो पाया पर अब एक उम्मीद कि किरण नज़र आ रही है क्या यह किरण रौशनी ला पायेगी । आज आर्सो बाद एक सपना देखने कि हिम्मत कि है
the last chance to prove myself
so that i can look up in the mirror and match eyes with my own reflection something which i can't do rather am afraid to do.
Radhika Tandon has give me hope
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
LIMITS
there and back again
how do you pick up the threads of our old life again
how do you go on, when your heart does not begin to understand
There is no going back
there is something time cannot end
some hurts that have gone too deep
that has taken hold now
Liv Tyler!
i did it 4 nights out of 5 being awake testing forcing my body to the extreme limits out of wonder how much i can take, out of curiosity how much i can put through
pushing the limits a bit more further will my eyes betray me now , lets hope not after all when do i get the time to do all the things which can't be done n 24 hour day don't we all wish the day was a bit more longer
its so beautiful to greet the sun in the morning
the college campus looks so beautiful for once
its so beautiful to be alive to live for myself
no strings attached no questions to be answered
bathe t 6 but alas! water isn't coming in the bathrooms
i think better now the clarity is so much
maybe I'll fall asleep in the lecture today i don't know i hope not
maybe the 53 hour record is within my sight maybe it can be broken
maybe today c++ lab will be satisfactory
i can day dream i can plan
and that's what I've doing
strange post i know but u managed to read even more strange !!
how do you pick up the threads of our old life again
how do you go on, when your heart does not begin to understand
There is no going back
there is something time cannot end
some hurts that have gone too deep
that has taken hold now
Liv Tyler!
i did it 4 nights out of 5 being awake testing forcing my body to the extreme limits out of wonder how much i can take, out of curiosity how much i can put through
pushing the limits a bit more further will my eyes betray me now , lets hope not after all when do i get the time to do all the things which can't be done n 24 hour day don't we all wish the day was a bit more longer
its so beautiful to greet the sun in the morning
the college campus looks so beautiful for once
its so beautiful to be alive to live for myself
no strings attached no questions to be answered
bathe t 6 but alas! water isn't coming in the bathrooms
i think better now the clarity is so much
maybe I'll fall asleep in the lecture today i don't know i hope not
maybe the 53 hour record is within my sight maybe it can be broken
maybe today c++ lab will be satisfactory
i can day dream i can plan
and that's what I've doing
strange post i know but u managed to read even more strange !!
Friday, April 06, 2007
surprise
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
life full of them
every one knows
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
surprise !
life full of them
every one knows
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i screwed everything up agin this time i was prepared i dunno what went wrong but i screwed up completely damn
will i ever rise out of 5 pata nahi
damn why me why does the fate has to turn its back on me every time
true lots of thins are not in our hands but this one it was and even then i had prepared religiously fuck man fuck
will i ever rise out of 5 pata nahi
damn why me why does the fate has to turn its back on me every time
true lots of thins are not in our hands but this one it was and even then i had prepared religiously fuck man fuck
Monday, April 02, 2007
RESPECT!!
yes respect
respect whom ?
respect why?
are they worth it?
why should we? just because they are older than us in age?
do they deserve it? have they earned it?
these questions remain unanswered how much i try to answer them they become more complex to unravel.
the conflict between the moral values, traditional values and the soch of the modern independent man still lingers
do i need to respect the damn netas they are bleeding the country dry we know it everyone knows it but no one acts because they can't the goons and leaders go hand in hand who wants to mess with them
they have the so called awaz of the aam janta
love them or hate them we have to live them
do i need to respect my teachers
some i agree
but what about the others
the ones who screw it delibratly
the shishya guru parampara my foot
then perhaps i should respect the bureaucrats
the dastards who suck out more than they are paid to work
who think that just because they are in government service and supposedly the people are on their mercy, so they screw it up
go to post office u want to get your kisan vikas patra cashed u have to pay some 30 odd bucks and lo! ur work is done
no wonder so many officials are against right to information act
last but not the least "the mob"
everyone has seen the power of one godhra ramjanam bhoomi nd he numerous occations when it has resufaced time and again
we do respect our family members, friends maybe collegues but that respect is born out of love and its different... but then at a later stage we really understand that they have earned it already but we haven't realized it
respect whom ?
respect why?
are they worth it?
why should we? just because they are older than us in age?
do they deserve it? have they earned it?
these questions remain unanswered how much i try to answer them they become more complex to unravel.
the conflict between the moral values, traditional values and the soch of the modern independent man still lingers
do i need to respect the damn netas they are bleeding the country dry we know it everyone knows it but no one acts because they can't the goons and leaders go hand in hand who wants to mess with them
they have the so called awaz of the aam janta
love them or hate them we have to live them
do i need to respect my teachers
some i agree
but what about the others
the ones who screw it delibratly
the shishya guru parampara my foot
then perhaps i should respect the bureaucrats
the dastards who suck out more than they are paid to work
who think that just because they are in government service and supposedly the people are on their mercy, so they screw it up
go to post office u want to get your kisan vikas patra cashed u have to pay some 30 odd bucks and lo! ur work is done
no wonder so many officials are against right to information act
last but not the least "the mob"
everyone has seen the power of one godhra ramjanam bhoomi nd he numerous occations when it has resufaced time and again
we do respect our family members, friends maybe collegues but that respect is born out of love and its different... but then at a later stage we really understand that they have earned it already but we haven't realized it
Friday, March 23, 2007
My Celebrity Look-alikes
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.
i know this is a very weird photograph of mine but i used it coz it reminds me of my strange haircut i took in first semester and also the day as per ravan i stared at a girl for so long, everybody realized it but i was lost and that poor girl did everything counted stars and what not
khair adios to that freak memory
i know this is a very weird photograph of mine but i used it coz it reminds me of my strange haircut i took in first semester and also the day as per ravan i stared at a girl for so long, everybody realized it but i was lost and that poor girl did everything counted stars and what not
khair adios to that freak memory
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
lost
i have lost it completely
even blogger can't help me vent out my frustration
why does it happen
why people do not understand that their actions also affect others , who care for them who love them who will stand by them no matter what happens
just one blow and everything is gone things will never be the same. speak of trust its all gone what is left is suspicion anger hurt betrayal and life will never be the same again
what do i do now? nothing
yes i can do nothing maybe valium will help
even blogger can't help me vent out my frustration
why does it happen
why people do not understand that their actions also affect others , who care for them who love them who will stand by them no matter what happens
just one blow and everything is gone things will never be the same. speak of trust its all gone what is left is suspicion anger hurt betrayal and life will never be the same again
what do i do now? nothing
yes i can do nothing maybe valium will help
Friday, March 16, 2007
300
gosh this movie was awaited for soooo long finally i saw it today and ever since the show ended i am wondering when should i come back for another show. usually i don't watch movies in a theatre waste of money when u can watch a good pirated dvd print
simply awesome movie !
all smiles today this 300 mood is too good to be wasted today and i just can't help smiling in awe , what a movie what effects, the courage of spartans their fighting skills their strategy love for their country pride honour and i am short of words every spartan had 6 pack abs !
no other word but SEXY
why can't our histories be immortalized ? why does it always have to be theirs why can't bollwood make this good movie they could have made asoka one hell of a movie but everyone screwed masala hona chaiye damn
kudos to
frank miller on whose graphic novel its based
zack snyder its director and to all the actors gerard butler lina headly
and to everyone
i think i wud watch it another time again soon maybe tomorow
cheers!!!
simply awesome movie !
all smiles today this 300 mood is too good to be wasted today and i just can't help smiling in awe , what a movie what effects, the courage of spartans their fighting skills their strategy love for their country pride honour and i am short of words every spartan had 6 pack abs !
no other word but SEXY
why can't our histories be immortalized ? why does it always have to be theirs why can't bollwood make this good movie they could have made asoka one hell of a movie but everyone screwed masala hona chaiye damn
kudos to
frank miller on whose graphic novel its based
zack snyder its director and to all the actors gerard butler lina headly
and to everyone
i think i wud watch it another time again soon maybe tomorow
cheers!!!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
happy anniversary to me
last year same week had a bike accident in which i ruptured my knee ligaments broken nose and lots of other wounds and cuts
during those 3 days in the fortis hospital so much happened that it was so difficult to digest. lets go all over it again
i was studying in my room when this person came said lets go to sector 18 and have some food . I was reluctant but agreed in the end, we went out my phone was in my hand as i was engrossed in smsing ..... i looked up at the red light there was a cycle wala i thought X would dodge him but to my dismay (whatever he was thinking or looking whichever way) he rammed straight into that poor unsuspecting guy.....bravo!
anyway this person fainted on the spot with his face bleeding i was so perplexed didn't knew what to do couldn't walk (my knee) blood all over my face my spects broken i couldn't see properly and i lost my cell phone again !!!! some lucky fellow must have had a great time a nokia 3230+ 700 balance !
as usuall crowd gathered an auto was stopped and a kind policeman took us to the hospital
from there i phoned ravan ......
kya yaar saari tragedies mere saath hi honi hoti hain bechare mere dost meri wajah se kahan kahan nahi gaye police station hospital and what not ..................
there in the hospital so many friends came and people actually cried which i never did anticipated i was even rude to one of them intentionally
anyway dad came took me home and since then nothing has been the same
but precisely the point "people" its where the whole story revolves afterall
its so interesting to see so many shades of emotion amacizia!
that is another story
during those 3 days in the fortis hospital so much happened that it was so difficult to digest. lets go all over it again
i was studying in my room when this person came said lets go to sector 18 and have some food . I was reluctant but agreed in the end, we went out my phone was in my hand as i was engrossed in smsing ..... i looked up at the red light there was a cycle wala i thought X would dodge him but to my dismay (whatever he was thinking or looking whichever way) he rammed straight into that poor unsuspecting guy.....bravo!
anyway this person fainted on the spot with his face bleeding i was so perplexed didn't knew what to do couldn't walk (my knee) blood all over my face my spects broken i couldn't see properly and i lost my cell phone again !!!! some lucky fellow must have had a great time a nokia 3230+ 700 balance !
as usuall crowd gathered an auto was stopped and a kind policeman took us to the hospital
from there i phoned ravan ......
kya yaar saari tragedies mere saath hi honi hoti hain bechare mere dost meri wajah se kahan kahan nahi gaye police station hospital and what not ..................
there in the hospital so many friends came and people actually cried which i never did anticipated i was even rude to one of them intentionally
anyway dad came took me home and since then nothing has been the same
but precisely the point "people" its where the whole story revolves afterall
its so interesting to see so many shades of emotion amacizia!
that is another story
Sunday, February 25, 2007
the k-fed conection
i expressed a concern when they were getting married now that their marrige has collapsed they both are at each other's throats money , custody and prestige.
did britney diserve this ?
nd even the media does not leave her alone plz can't u see see needs to be alone she needs love not papparazzi isn't it enuf for her to deal with what's going on in her life.
only i wish i could help her
did britney diserve this ?
nd even the media does not leave her alone plz can't u see see needs to be alone she needs love not papparazzi isn't it enuf for her to deal with what's going on in her life.
only i wish i could help her
Saturday, February 24, 2007
read in readers digest a quote by someone
"show me a person who loves his school days and i'll show you a bore and a bully"
puhleez beg to differ
1.i have spent 10 years out of 13 of my school life in a hostel and i daresay i enjoyed everybit but overall i'd rate it a very good affair afterall
2.i am an extremly pampered child am i can say this
my every wish was granted before i uttered it
3.my mother loads me with food whenever i go home food food and food is only on her mind.
4.i was mr.popular in my hometown and as i went to my school (as i refer it) i became a nobody the transformation was obvious
5.went to a boarding school 7 1\2 years old class 3 no experience very naive, the fight for survival had begun
6.I used to be mr rule boy everything as per rules not even a step outside.
7.lots of my stuff got stolen i had a hard time with bihari's swarming all over i was bullied a lot in short my first tryst with struggle
8.i had always been a jack of all trades tried my hand at everything ,used to be the darling of teachers maybe because i was cute(damn u shud see my pictures)
9.was the best table tennis player in the junour section when was in class 4 learnt hockey and soccer my love for the former lasted for the next 9 years.
10.in a fancy dress competition donned the gandhi look but was so damn scared of the stage din't even go
11.participated in elocution but nervousness was all over me forgot came last the fear refuses to go!
12.My best Friend was a girl (oh ! in a all guys school it is a luxury)
13.I kissed her or any girl for the first time when we went to panchmari class3 annual camps in the bus i still remember every bit of it ;)
14. class5 she left for ladakh family reasons no addresses that was the last time i spoke to her
no emails no Internet no mobile and still hers is the first name i search on any networking site i visit
15.class 6 time for appointments
the bihari's did it again wasn't made the school prefect coz i didn't butter the teachers .the post of house prefect came a compensation
16.got demoted as my very close friend dragged me into a scandal......
17.class 7 passed and promoted to senior school timid shy 10 year old feeded to the vultures....
hehe the same i wud do in class 12
18. JAYAJI HOUSE
19.HERE I LEARNT EVERYTHING my love my darling my everything
from the first day the seniors made us act and believe we are difeent from rest of the school being in jayaji house is being the best n the school
18.the flag of jayaji house competes with the flag of scinda school
i don't remember who said this but someone did i still remember those lines
the first day i was made to delete words like defeat loss and all its synonyms from my dictionary.
19.i became a servant virtually here doing the work of seniors from dusk to dawn
waking them up, making their beds polishing their shoes to washing dirty socks in the afternoon small erands were numerous .
20.'bondgiri' means hiding stuff or lying to the seniors to save ur ass
i became a master of deception finally in class 8 after suffering a lot
now i can match the bihari's finally!
21.became a star hockey player and aveage soccer player for my house won trophies participated in quizes read books like never before made a good rappart with seniors
life was never so beautiful before
22.while all this was happening i became a 70%ter for the first time in my life afterall you can't do everything
23. had my share of fights with classmates my fault or theirs
24.class 9 wore a sari in house evening play
hell lot happened after that
25.got scholarship from school class 10th boards
hopes of getting 100 in maths dashed sad but i knew tht fter i gave the paper
26. planning to leave school my parents wanted jee but they made me stay back+ my fav teacher mr.kapoor made me stay back i hated them but now i love them it was the right decision
26.class 11 was hell didn't exactl went along wih my immediates seniors so they gave me hell but i survived tht one year
27.class 12 was the best year of my life the more i say abt it the more i feel loss of words
28.valedictory assembly official farewell to the class of 2004 leaving the oat with a white candle and to the tne of school song "rishi galav ki tapathali par base hue aabhiraam......." still is fresh in my mind
30.26 march 2004 leaving school
taxi waiting
bag on my shoulders
tears in eyes i bid my adieu
the love affair had begun from 21st july 1999 to current day
31.now in college the vicious circle again started picking friends, career and a future
ps: i delibrately didn't write about some very personal stuff
let it be
and i cud find no apt title for this
"show me a person who loves his school days and i'll show you a bore and a bully"
puhleez beg to differ
1.i have spent 10 years out of 13 of my school life in a hostel and i daresay i enjoyed everybit but overall i'd rate it a very good affair afterall
2.i am an extremly pampered child am i can say this
my every wish was granted before i uttered it
3.my mother loads me with food whenever i go home food food and food is only on her mind.
4.i was mr.popular in my hometown and as i went to my school (as i refer it) i became a nobody the transformation was obvious
5.went to a boarding school 7 1\2 years old class 3 no experience very naive, the fight for survival had begun
6.I used to be mr rule boy everything as per rules not even a step outside.
7.lots of my stuff got stolen i had a hard time with bihari's swarming all over i was bullied a lot in short my first tryst with struggle
8.i had always been a jack of all trades tried my hand at everything ,used to be the darling of teachers maybe because i was cute(damn u shud see my pictures)
9.was the best table tennis player in the junour section when was in class 4 learnt hockey and soccer my love for the former lasted for the next 9 years.
10.in a fancy dress competition donned the gandhi look but was so damn scared of the stage din't even go
11.participated in elocution but nervousness was all over me forgot came last the fear refuses to go!
12.My best Friend was a girl (oh ! in a all guys school it is a luxury)
13.I kissed her or any girl for the first time when we went to panchmari class3 annual camps in the bus i still remember every bit of it ;)
14. class5 she left for ladakh family reasons no addresses that was the last time i spoke to her
no emails no Internet no mobile and still hers is the first name i search on any networking site i visit
15.class 6 time for appointments
the bihari's did it again wasn't made the school prefect coz i didn't butter the teachers .the post of house prefect came a compensation
16.got demoted as my very close friend dragged me into a scandal......
17.class 7 passed and promoted to senior school timid shy 10 year old feeded to the vultures....
hehe the same i wud do in class 12
18. JAYAJI HOUSE
19.HERE I LEARNT EVERYTHING my love my darling my everything
from the first day the seniors made us act and believe we are difeent from rest of the school being in jayaji house is being the best n the school
18.the flag of jayaji house competes with the flag of scinda school
i don't remember who said this but someone did i still remember those lines
the first day i was made to delete words like defeat loss and all its synonyms from my dictionary.
19.i became a servant virtually here doing the work of seniors from dusk to dawn
waking them up, making their beds polishing their shoes to washing dirty socks in the afternoon small erands were numerous .
20.'bondgiri' means hiding stuff or lying to the seniors to save ur ass
i became a master of deception finally in class 8 after suffering a lot
now i can match the bihari's finally!
21.became a star hockey player and aveage soccer player for my house won trophies participated in quizes read books like never before made a good rappart with seniors
life was never so beautiful before
22.while all this was happening i became a 70%ter for the first time in my life afterall you can't do everything
23. had my share of fights with classmates my fault or theirs
24.class 9 wore a sari in house evening play
hell lot happened after that
25.got scholarship from school class 10th boards
hopes of getting 100 in maths dashed sad but i knew tht fter i gave the paper
26. planning to leave school my parents wanted jee but they made me stay back+ my fav teacher mr.kapoor made me stay back i hated them but now i love them it was the right decision
26.class 11 was hell didn't exactl went along wih my immediates seniors so they gave me hell but i survived tht one year
27.class 12 was the best year of my life the more i say abt it the more i feel loss of words
28.valedictory assembly official farewell to the class of 2004 leaving the oat with a white candle and to the tne of school song "rishi galav ki tapathali par base hue aabhiraam......." still is fresh in my mind
30.26 march 2004 leaving school
taxi waiting
bag on my shoulders
tears in eyes i bid my adieu
the love affair had begun from 21st july 1999 to current day
31.now in college the vicious circle again started picking friends, career and a future
ps: i delibrately didn't write about some very personal stuff
let it be
and i cud find no apt title for this
Friday, February 09, 2007
hopeless
i had changed but she too had,
the promises were false
so were the hopes
she wanted me to change,she never said
i felt it but neither did i,
says i lie
how do i explain the circumstances
no one can
i never go against my ego
she never understans, bingo
she meant the world to me
her smile makes me smile
her eyes
the fragrance of her shampooed hair
to see her happy i would do
whatever it takes
now she's found someone else
i am happy for her
forget the world its between me and her
i am wrong she is right
i am dumb she is bright
i love her and lost her
never did she
for there was no match
have done the worst to oneself
not lost my ego but 'lost my pretext over it'
stay away or i'll fall in love again
the promises were false
so were the hopes
she wanted me to change,she never said
i felt it but neither did i,
says i lie
how do i explain the circumstances
no one can
i never go against my ego
she never understans, bingo
she meant the world to me
her smile makes me smile
her eyes
the fragrance of her shampooed hair
to see her happy i would do
whatever it takes
now she's found someone else
i am happy for her
forget the world its between me and her
i am wrong she is right
i am dumb she is bright
i love her and lost her
never did she
for there was no match
have done the worst to oneself
not lost my ego but 'lost my pretext over it'
stay away or i'll fall in love again
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
NAINITAL
I was reluctant to go but thank to everone i did afterall
The place from where it begun
The place from where it begun
Tired but full of enthusiasm reached there and yes the journey don't ask about it
All set day two
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
25 THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE
1.read fountainhead one more time
2.live in a village
3.rafting once again
4.thank the people who have mattered the most in my life before it is too late
5.travel without a destination
6.ask abdel karim telgi how he did it
7.ride a horse bareback
8.write a book
9.feel how it is to be drunk once
10.sleep on a footpath...oops
11.Dinner with perizaad zorabain or isha sharwani wow
12.......pizza
13.A glass of wine with dad.....
he says never but lets see
14.A symphony by zubin mehta live
15. Serve in army as a regular soldier as they do in israel
16. work for c.r.y
17. Visit my school and spend the day there
18.Make amends with frens
19. love a girl truely .....hopefully tht day will come too
20.encounter with a ghost...
21. dinner cooked by my grandma......alas!
22.live in united states
23.overcome my fear of dogs....phew!!
so damn scared since got chased by one
24.read homer in greek.
25. die with no regrets.....
where the mind is without fear
and the head is held high.........
2.live in a village
3.rafting once again
4.thank the people who have mattered the most in my life before it is too late
5.travel without a destination
6.ask abdel karim telgi how he did it
7.ride a horse bareback
8.write a book
9.feel how it is to be drunk once
10.sleep on a footpath...oops
11.Dinner with perizaad zorabain or isha sharwani wow
12.......pizza
13.A glass of wine with dad.....
he says never but lets see
14.A symphony by zubin mehta live
15. Serve in army as a regular soldier as they do in israel
16. work for c.r.y
17. Visit my school and spend the day there
18.Make amends with frens
19. love a girl truely .....hopefully tht day will come too
20.encounter with a ghost...
21. dinner cooked by my grandma......alas!
22.live in united states
23.overcome my fear of dogs....phew!!
so damn scared since got chased by one
24.read homer in greek.
25. die with no regrets.....
where the mind is without fear
and the head is held high.........
Thursday, January 11, 2007
move on
finally i have decided to end my sabbatical
these two words 'move on' have been giving me hell for the past month forcing me to thing what went wrong after all the questions which i ha long forgotten resurface again. why me? i had tried but obviously it lacked everywhere
The past month was as eventful as it could be i experienced all emotions
Euphoria of exams getting over .....
A memorable trip to nainital with friends....
Sister's wedding in delhi..... which is the second wedding i ever attended in my life what an eventful affair i can write endlessly about it
Meeting long lost relatives who turn up only on weddings
Exam results being declared....W.O.W.
my birthday which as always is a forgetful affair
laptop seized....pocketmoney halved
numb eyes heavy heart lump in the throat ....vacations ended
late for registration paid the fine ...thanx to indian railways
the only solution is grades
the question is not can i? but will i work hard ?
the only consolation i can propose is forget the past move on start all over again but don't let history repeat itself.
what a mess i am in totally completly neck deep in quicksand...........
these two words 'move on' have been giving me hell for the past month forcing me to thing what went wrong after all the questions which i ha long forgotten resurface again. why me? i had tried but obviously it lacked everywhere
The past month was as eventful as it could be i experienced all emotions
Euphoria of exams getting over .....
A memorable trip to nainital with friends....
Sister's wedding in delhi..... which is the second wedding i ever attended in my life what an eventful affair i can write endlessly about it
Meeting long lost relatives who turn up only on weddings
Exam results being declared....W.O.W.
my birthday which as always is a forgetful affair
laptop seized....pocketmoney halved
numb eyes heavy heart lump in the throat ....vacations ended
late for registration paid the fine ...thanx to indian railways
the only solution is grades
the question is not can i? but will i work hard ?
the only consolation i can propose is forget the past move on start all over again but don't let history repeat itself.
what a mess i am in totally completly neck deep in quicksand...........
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